Saturday, December 27, 2008

SELF-VENTILATION,

It's two in the morning, and I can't sleep. My foot fell asleep and my arm is numb. I wrote in my journal, endlessly, that is why my arm is numb.

So, I'm having one of those nights [or mornings] where you think about all the important people that are in your life. And seriously, my family and Jonathan are the most important people in my life. Friends that I used to know became people I knew. It's sad actually how people grow apart. But that's how life is. It does what it does.

1 COMMENTS:

Thessa said...

I have those moments all the time. Isn't it crazy how high school, you always had that group of people? Well, I dunno if you did. But I'd always have that group, & then it slowly went to just a few people, then a couple, then one person. & then after high school, you'd bump into people & they'd be like, "where's so & so you're always with?" All the keep in touch, let's get together in the summer, turns into, "found you on myspace, how you been?!" Or something, you know? The only important people in my life right now are the same, my family & Ant. After an incident with my best friend, I could never get close to another person anymore, I probably could, but I don't think I'll allow myself to make them as important as my boyfriend. But you're right, "that's how life is. It does what it does."