Thursday, April 30, 2009

NINETEEN,

@ 8:13 PM by jessica
Tomorrow hits the day of when I turn nineteen. Shout out to my twin and playsis R. Espinoza and R. Sonza! They're both turning nineteen with me as well. I'm not doing anything for my birthday this year, kind of sucks since I have school and I'm all the way in Sacramento. Boohoo. I guess my debut last year will satisfy me for the next couple of birthdays, not really?

I feel fucking old. Just two weeks ago, my little brother turned 18. Wtf, right? He got to be the same age as me for two weeks, kind of weird 'cause we're less than a year apart, lol!

I will be having to change where it says eighteen on my about me to nineteen. I hate getting older, 'cause when we get older--family members and people around us get older. We're more aware of old age deaths and what not, kind of scary. I wonder how my niece and nephew felt when they ran all over the place during my Uncle's mourning--I don't think they knew what was happening.

3 COMMENTS:

Karen said...

I too also started realizing how my relatives around me are getting older. It was also crazy realizing that my niece wasn't as young as I thought she was. I always thought she was way younger than me, when in reality, she's only a few years behind...

Have a happy birthday tomorrow. :)

Thessa said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!! Thanks for everything! Hope you have a wonderful birthday, whatever you do. Even though you won't be in SF, hope you eat lots of ice cream & cake & go shopping! Hahah!

rockthesole said...

happy birthday jessica, have a good one on your wonderful day!