@ 6:45 PM by jessica
I think about death almost every day. Death isn't easy for me to take in. Today, I lost my aunt. This year, I lost my great grandmother and my uncle. I was very close to my great grandmother, and I still can't believe she's really gone. When my sister told me the news about my bai (grandma in Pangasinan), I didn't believe her. I kicked and screamed under my blanket telling my sister she was a liar, when my sister left the room.. I shed tears. I still do.
My sister came into my room and gave me the news about my aunt's passing today. She has high blood pressure, and I don't really know what happened but my sister said she threw up blood. She passed away. My aunt was not my favorite aunt because she said a lot of bad things about my siblings in the past, be we got older and got over it.
I wish I were closer to my extended family, but it's hard. Especially if you're an outcast. Mind you that I don't have any interests as my extended family, my older cousins don't really care for you unless you carry a high-end purse, really. Maybe it's just me, oh well.
Back to the subject, I don't understand death. But it happens. I've never experience death of anyone close really until this year. 2009, you suck.
I think I'm in denial when it comes to death. Don't mind me.
I think about death almost every day. Death isn't easy for me to take in. Today, I lost my aunt. This year, I lost my great grandmother and my uncle. I was very close to my great grandmother, and I still can't believe she's really gone. When my sister told me the news about my bai (grandma in Pangasinan), I didn't believe her. I kicked and screamed under my blanket telling my sister she was a liar, when my sister left the room.. I shed tears. I still do.
My sister came into my room and gave me the news about my aunt's passing today. She has high blood pressure, and I don't really know what happened but my sister said she threw up blood. She passed away. My aunt was not my favorite aunt because she said a lot of bad things about my siblings in the past, be we got older and got over it.
I wish I were closer to my extended family, but it's hard. Especially if you're an outcast. Mind you that I don't have any interests as my extended family, my older cousins don't really care for you unless you carry a high-end purse, really. Maybe it's just me, oh well.
Back to the subject, I don't understand death. But it happens. I've never experience death of anyone close really until this year. 2009, you suck.
I think I'm in denial when it comes to death. Don't mind me.
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